I hear you talk about your family life
I wish I knew just what that means
I guess my mother never loved my dad
And now I wear it on my sleeve
My sister called me just the other day
It felt so good to hear her voice
My problem is I don't have much to say
I guess she doesn't have a choice
And I'm sorry
Look at me
I'm so pathetic
I can't believe
I'm just an addict
I never needed anyone to help me
I'm begging you
To please come save me from myself
Save me from my-
My mother's always tried to change herself
She never learned to let things be
She doesn't know how bad she messed me up
'Cause now she seems so fake to me
But I love her
Look at me
I'm so pathetic
I can't believe
I'm just an addict
I never needed anyone to help me
I'm begging you
To please come save me from myself
Save me from myself
If you push me, then I won't fall
I've been programmed to take it all
And shove it way down inside
Like my father
Like my father
I'm so pathetic
I can't believe
I'm just an addict
I try to be (I never needed anyone to help me)
I'm failing at it (I'm begging you)
Life to me (To please come save me from myself)
Is just a habit (Save me from my-)
I hear you talk about your family life
I wish I knew just what that means